sabar separuh dari iman

oke , aku tahu sabar separuh dari iman .. tapi aku dah cukup sabar dengan kau ? sampai bile aku nak terus hidup macam nie ? samapi bile kau nak buat aku macam nie ? semua orang ade hati ade perasaan ? but please be positive ? salah ker aku nak bebaik ? maaf , kalau aku ade buat salah dekat kau tapi tak patot kan kau buat aku mcm nie ? even kau menyampah dengan aku kau bosan sekali pon boleh kan kiEt slow talk tak peRlu berpisah dengan care bermusuh kaan ? ni care kau kan ? aku ikot tapi aku nak kau tahu aku masih sayang kau ! aku text kau tak balas aku call kau membisu , bagus lah , memang aku tak de hati nd perasaan sebenarya :'(

BYE , ASSALAMMUALIKUM :)

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cousin yang cute :)

today entry pasaal BUDAK HOT . hahaha name dia NUR SHAMIRA KAMARULZAMAN , sweet 13teen , alaa besar setahuun jeh dengan aku winkwink :) hahaaa xD . dia COMEL mcm aku lhaa kan ? *peraasaan jaap , haha kalau makcik kiteorgg keluaar mane2 lha bercuti , berjalan , or whateverr kami lha babysister merekaa , kaan mieraa ? HAHA

kau ingad tak gambar nie ? HAHA

 lawak kod bile inga balik , kaan ?

kami lebih kurang sekepalaa lhaa , ohh, boypreen g? aku xpenah taaw boypreeng dia sapee , sebab di ni nk berahsia2 pulaak , haha .. dia lebih kuranng same jeh dgn aku kalau kapeel , jp on.off jerr . hahaa , kadang2 kiteorg nie suke buad kerjaa yang pelik2 kaan mieraa? ingad tak ? dulu2 mase kite standard school . kite balik kampung , kite main masak2 lha , warne2 rambut lha , mcm2 laggi lhaa , kau ingad taak weh ? HAHA kiteorg suke gosipp bile dha jumpe gosiip jeh , hahaa 

#dha lhaa xtaw nk ckp ape lagii dhaa , KBAI (!)

nak tengok gambar diaa

! WAIT !

INPROCESS

traadaa , nie lhaa ide , cute rytee?

sayang kau gile2 lha weeyh choot :3

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dear ALLAH =)

I can't see You , but i know You can hear me. I know you understand when I hold back the tears that I can’t cry, when my eyes search in vain for something that isn’t there. I know You can see beyond my perfect smiles and laughter, and I know You’re the One friend that never deserted me. The only One who never judged me, the only One who saw beyond the exterior. 

And Allah, I was (am!) so full of imperfections, misgivings andmistakes. Both with the façade and what was inside – so much there that shouldn’t be. Yet You loved me. Yet You were there for me. And You said it was okay to be wrong, that it was alright to make mistakes.

Sometimes I felt the world was a dark, dank place, lonely and cold and Yours was the only flame that kept me from getting a sort of virtual frostbite. Sometimes I longed for a warm, all-enveloping embrace and I found Your Unseen hands holding my scared ones, reassuring me, telling me it was all going to be okay.

With every decision, big or small, I asked You, because God, I didn’t know. I still don’t know. It confuses me, confounds me, frustrates me — everything does. The only thing that makes sense is that You still care. Despite everything that happens or will happen, You’ll be there, Your love, within me, like a heart beating against every odd.

And Allah, please accept my Thanks. For everything. Thanks for each and every blessing I never acknowledged and took for granted. This life is a gift, and I never really looked at it that way. Thank you a million times over.

So yet another time, I’m calling out to You. Knowing it’s You and only You Who can make my world alight again.

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COUSIN

today ade kenduri arwaah , banggon awaal then siap2 terus pegi tengok2 cousin yg len2 sume dhaaa adaa , oke first lepak2 jeh tgk tv then breakfastt xlame kemudiaan uncle blanja askim oke bile nk byrr hadussh bangla jual askim bile dha beli bnyk2 pening dhhaa, tu lha BODOH math fail whaha xD , then daa mkn2 aakim tuhh kene buad keje tu lha ni lha mcm2 sikit je "ANAK DARA , TLG BUAD NIE " maklumlha anak muda zaman sekarang kn pamalas semuanye then kami yg ank dar pun blaa dr rumaah tuuh kiteorg jalan2 lepak2 kat luarr alasan xnak buad kejee , whahah xD kir\teorg pi taman amik2 gmbr , haha nk tenggok ? 

 #jaap ehh , tgh upload  

 

hah ? dha tgk ? haha bgy tgk 1 jewwh :P

yg nie cousin umo dye errh, muda setahunn jeh , bhaha xD name die MIERA SEJW , grr !dia nie cousons yg rapat dgn akuu , mane2 jew peg bedua2 kdng2 ade jer bnde bodo2 yg kteorg buaad  ~ ILOVEOYU COUSINS

 

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